IT'S TRUE YOU DONT KNOW HOW GOOD YOU FEEL UNTIL YOU FEEL SOOOOO GREAT!! IT IS SO AMAZING HOW MUCH YOU PUT UP WITH EACH AND EVERY DAY!! MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE IS, I WOULD JUST BE GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS AND DO WHAT I DO EVERY DAY. LAST SUNDAY I WAS SITTING IN CHURCH AND REALIZED HOW AMAZING I FELT. I HAD A SENSE OF WELL BEING I DONT BELIEVE I HAVE EVER FELT. I AM ENJOYING MY JOB AND THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH. I CAN JOKE AND LAUGH AND BRUSH THINGS OFF EASIER THAN EVER BEFORE. I HAVE NOTICED THAT WHEN A CUSTOMER GETS CRAZY I REMAIN CALM AND HOLD FIRM TO DOING THE RIGHT THING. I AM LOOKING THROUGH DIFFERENT EYE'S. THE WORLD LOOKS DIFFERENT TO ME. I AM LESS AFRAID OF SPEAKING UP OR FACING THE WORLD HEAD ON. I HAVE A SENSE OF JOY THAT GOES TO THE BONE!! IT IS A MIRACLE!!! I KNOW EVERYONE WHATS THIS FEELING. I STARTED TO GET A COLD LAST WEEK , BUT IT NEVER DEVELOPED. I AM WORKING WITH CO-WORKERS WHO HAVE THE SWINE FLU. THEY HAVE BEEN GONE FROM WORK FOR WEEKS. I SAT ACROSS FROM A YOUNG MAN WHO HAD THE FLU, I SAID YOU SHOULD GO HOME. HE WAS BREATHING HEAVY ACROSS FROM ME, MY THOUGHTS WERE 'JERK! STOP BREATHING ON ME! I PUT A MAGAZINE IN FRONT OF MY FACE IN HOPES OF DIVERTING HIS STALE BREATH. HE SAT THERE AND SAID YEA MAYBE I SHOULD GO HOME. YA THINK?? I AM SO THANKFUL FOR PROARGIN9 IT IS MAKING THE DIFFERENCE.

GUESS WHAT
I AM OK. DID'NT MEAN MY BLOG TO BE A DOWNER. IF YOU READ IT AND TOOK IT THAT WAY I'M SORRY. I AM FEELING GREAT AND DOING GREAT!! Love all of you

MLM nuts

Am I Crazy??!!Am I a Suckor?!!
Alright I am willing to agree I am both. Sometimes you pray for answers and you get one but, you don't see it because it looks different than what you are looking for. I think MLM's are nuts too, I wasnt looking for one, but, I was looking for something to help my bones. I almost looked the other way because this is mlm. I wish I could have the money back I have put into so many Other things. I feel like the boy who cried wolf, there is always the hope that this time it will be different. We found one that is working taking Our blood pressure down. I am cleaning out big time. I feel the aches and pains from my Osteo Arthritis leave. I have energy!! I don't fall asleep on the drive home from work. I sleep and dream at night. Who knows what else I will notice later, but, the point is We would love to share it with the fam but, I have lost my credibility. I know, It is mlm. Bill has been put down by a respected neighbor, and Brother, that wasnt done with love. It is strange but, we still feel really good about what we are doing. If you are worried about your cholesterol, Ibs, stroke, heart attacks, Osteoporosis, Chrones, Diabetes, and so many more things. If you don't want to take statins. I could'nt take Boniva I thought after one year I would be better. What I thought I had was a heart attack it was the side effect of Boniva. I love you all and I think this would be a benefit to every living human. I know I get excited about different stuff,(but they were all good), I lost my way and did'nt work them. When you get slimed by others saying the dirty word mlm, it stinks, but I know what I have in my hands and I want to share. We have a family history of heart attack and stroke. We have high cholesterol and high blood pressure. We are at risk. I dont want you to pass on this because of all the other things we have done. This is something that will change the medical feild, this will change the pharmasuticals. Most of all it will save a million lives. I dont care if you do it but, please take it Love ya

LIFE
Our life has so many twists and turns some good stuff and some bad. I always thought I would do something really important in my life. I am so thankful for all my experiences, I have learned so much. I was counting my blessing the other day. I realized I have done something very special. I have 5 of the most beautiful, wonderful, strong and successful, and most of all faithfull children on earth that teach me everyday. I know I'm not through learning, but, I am thankful.

DECISION, DECISION,

I have been working at Wal'mart now for 5 months!! I can't believe how fast the time has gone. I have been spending my paychecks on my flower prints. We decided to frame and matt them and put them on ebay. The problem is... it is costing so much for the matt and glass that I only have 4 done. 50 more to go. We are so excited about them.
I had to go to a dentist last week because I had a problem with one tooth. They had me lay back in the nice comfortable DENTIST CHAIR. When I looked up there was a video of different flowers. I said oh! I love your flowers. I said I have some great pictures of flower that I plan to sell on ebay. The dentist said, thats funny we were just talking about putting pictures on our walls in the office. I have an appointment to show my prints tomarrow before I go to work. I hope I sell alot of them!! I wonder if he will buy 25,000 worth??? I can dream can't I!! I am also selling this drink that puts, co2 in the bloodstream, lowers cholesterol, gives energy. It even tastes good. I am also going back to real estate. I think I nuts. No I know I am.

My Wal'Mart experience

Hey!
I have been gone for so long that you probably wont be reading this, but, I am now working at WalMart. I get to work in the Photo Lab. It is really fun and really stressful all at once. I know I am suppose to be there. I am getting great ideas from other photos coming in. I have a lot of fun editing my own Photos. I get to play with the kiosks because that is part of my job. There are some things I dont like about it, but, for the most part it is great. I am opening my mouth about the Gosple and I feel the connection. It is interesting that everyone there was a mormon once except one and she is Iranian. She graduated from Alta and I just found out she went to seminary. Her instructor didnt know she wasnt a member until the last day. He is probably kicking himself over the lost opportunity. She said she loves learning about other religions. I know that seminary planted the seed. She has been asking me alot of questions. It is amazing how words come to my mouth. Our Stake conference was about opening our mouths. Who knew I would love working at walmart. I hardly make anything but, it is steady. I know I am at the right place at the right time.

Grannies and Thongs

I wanted to continue the story with our experience with this cleanse. I want you to know I am very obedient and I am following every thing they tell me to do!! I hav'nt cheated one speck and I feel very proud of myself. I came close a couple of times but, I had my shake and made it through. Last week Pen and I had to go do the body wrap. They told us we had to buy a thong. I said "no way" do they even carry thongs in our size. I have never seen thongs for grannies have you? Penni and I went to sears to make our purchase. I felt so embarrased but, we were on a mission to do what we were told. We looked at the table and spread out were different colors and sizes. I said to Penni what do you think a 7 looks like the biggest size. I dont want to try it on do you? "NO"! so we both picked one up and went to the counter. We were always looking over our shoulder making sure no one was around that we knew. The clerk was all by herself so we hurried over. Penni got hers first and people were starting to gather around. We tried to block everyones view as the clerk took her time yikes!! We went to our appointment and brought our nasty thong. They took our body fat and she said Penni was good and I knew I wasnt. I was right. my body fat on my hips and leg is 45% holy molely this was very bad new but, on the other hand now I know why the thong looks so rediculus!! The body wrap is quit the experience you can wear your thong(which I think looked worse than naked) and a bra. The office got a kick out of Penni and I and decided to knock on the door while doing the body wrap and said we want to see your purchase. I said "NO WAY" they laughed and went away. They asked if my husband liked the thong. I said I am never showing anyone! ever!! They showed us what excersizes would work best for our bodies. I want you to know I have never felt so empowered. I have never felt so happy. I know I look different. I am doing Yoga everyday and running love the wii sports and fitness it works for me. This week we get a massage and I'm looking forward to that!! I wonder if we have to wear the thong again.